Saturday, November 28, 2009
Leave of Absence

I am currently off work for awhile to take care of my mental health. So far, I am feeling a hell of a lot better. I have accomplished a lot, and need to continue to do so so I don't get stuck in bad patterns. I have started painting again and will post some pictures soon.
Here is the latest work from the past couple months:

Acceptance - Nov 27th '09
A New Low - Nov 19th '09
Secret Shame - Nov 19th '09
Leave of Absence - Nov 8th '09
Please Talk to Me - Nov 6th '09
Retail - Nov 6th '09
Stolen Innocence - Oct. 12th '09
Reviewing the Evidence - Oct. 12th '09
Breathing Easy - Sept 22nd '09

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Monday, September 7, 2009

All I Really Want is Intellectual Intercourse

Feeling steadily better these days :)

Please Find Me - August 26th '09
Connection - August 28th '09
4 U I will - Sept 6th '09
The Truth - Sept 6th '09
Whole Equal To Sum - Sept 6th '09

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

Rageaholic

It's been a tough couple weeks. I have days where I feel completely on top of my game, and out of the anguish and suffering times. Then without warning, I can burst into tears and not be able to stop. I am going to stop assuming I'm through the heartache and done with it. It obviously has it's ups and downs. I need to accept that and just go through the motions. I am much better than I was, but I am not completely better. It does get better in time though, thankfully. At least I'm learning a lot about myself in the process. I really truly do feel like a different person. Much more confident, and know myself better. I don't think I even have low-esteem, I just feel very lonely. That is what I'm finding to be the hardest part in all of this.
I saw an amazing movie called: "500 Days of Summer." It is now my favourite movie. It hit so close to home. I just completely fell in love with it and was completely inspired by it. It is very bittersweet, but really deals with relationships in a real way, a painful way. It has a hopeful ending though. It gave me hope and understanding. I actually related more to the main male character, than I did to the female lead.

Save Me From Myself - August 19th '09
The Black Oil - August 19th '09
Happiness Ends - August 19th '09
The Predator - August 18th '09
My Regrets - August 17th '09
I won't let you forget me - August 17th '09
The Sociopath - August 17th '09
He Lied - August 17th '09
Rage - August 17th '09
What I Know - August 12th '09
Never Forget - August 12th '09
Myself - August 10th '09
A Dream - August 10th '09

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Saturday, August 8, 2009

The World Spins Madly On

Wants - August 7th '09
Giving Up on Trying - August 7th '09
A Day in the Life of Krista's Head - August 7th '09
It Better Fucking Hurt - August 7th '09
You Say Goodbye and I say Hello - August 3rd '09
The Tunnel - August 3rd '09
How Cliche of Me - August 2nd '09

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Sunday, August 2, 2009

I think I'm getting somewhere..

Switching On - August 1st '09
The Trouble With Breakups - August 1st '09
This Is What You Did - July 31st '09
The Abused Puppy - July 30th '09


Thoughts?

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Thursday, July 30, 2009

It Ebbs and Flows

Dreams - July 29th '09
Everyone - July 29th '09

All I Want - July 28th '09
Neither Here Nor There - July 28th '09
< Insert Username Here > - July 26th '09
A Cliche Moment - July 25th '09
His Eyes - July 24th '09
Bad Thoughts - July 24th '09

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Friday, July 24, 2009

A song in the works?

Today I attempted to write lyrics for the first time. I'm hoping mom is going to be able to write some music to it and give it some life.
Click below to read a poem I wrote today entitled Apparition, and the song I'm hoping to do more with called "Tell Me."

Apparition - July 23rd '09
Tell Me (Lyrics) - July 23rd '09

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